I know it’s been a while but my head has been mush. Driving back from Minneapolis took a little longer than I like due to unforeseen traffic and that put me on tilt. Then I woke up early this morning to head up and finalize the project that shall not be named until it is complete. I arrived with deposit in hand only to find out that it had been sold out from under me on the eBay. fuckers. And don’t even think about telling me that everything happens for a reason nonsense as I don’t subscribe to that fairy tale. Yes a reason for most things can be rationalized if you just wait long enough but more times than not the only ones who see the good are somehow disconnected from the direct damage.
I’m not just talking about this impossible to buy boat either. The boat is just an annoying chore I cant seem to complete. Yesterday I listened to a guy consoling his friend over his recent divorce using that ridiculous line. It sounded so off and hollow that I wanted to ask the dude who he was trying to make feel better. Sometimes we say dumb shit as into ward off the bad things from heading our way. What’s wrong with a simple that sucks a rhinoceros and maybe wishing a case of human papillomavirus on the former MRS?
I have got to stop listening in on other people’s conversations in the New Year as I have enough troubles of my own and just go back to silent film style people watching where I fill in the stories myself. I am a cranky ahole at the moment.